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dear suzie and i

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taking 6modules a sem is really no joke.

its only mid term and i'm feeling worn out and tired, unlike last sem. GOODNESS. i need to get my zest back! haha. yea you heard right..ZEST!

today, i learnt a few things.


i learnt not to have high expections, or expecting too much from people. the higher the expectations, the greater the hurt and disappointment when these expectations are not met. no matter the faith you might have in them, they bound to disappoint you in one way or another, whether intentionally or unintentionally. i am very sure even for myself, i do not meet certain expectations that people have of me as well, so what right do i have to demand that they meet mine?


i learnt to be tolerant. a friend in help is a friend indeed. although as unlovable as some people might be, God said that we should love one another as we love ourselves, including our neighbours and our enemies even. being tolerant moulds us to become more patient people. and having patience is a good thing.


i learnt that human feelings are fleeting. we change our minds very quickly when we see something better coming our way.


wanted to type more, but am hungry. am going to source for food. :)

got pretty much inspired by zhen's blog, and super intrigued by her posts. haha.

as stated on my nick, school work is drowning me. but i need to remember, grace grace! i will make it through this sem, even better than last sem.



this time, it's for real.




anyway on a serious note, i am going on a diet!! hahaha getting so fat you wouldn't believe it. and i'm sick of people calling me names like fat ass or pig or whatnots. or saying that i'm fat. damn sick of it.

so from now on, i am cuttiing down on carbo, abstaining from deep fried food, fast food, soft drinks, junk food like chocs and chips BLABLABLA. haha i know how easy it is to say so i need your help! stop me from eating too much if you see me. it's time to shut these people up. for good. yay. and i need to resume my running. at least 3 times a week.


there. it's now in words so i must stick to it. jiayou!

so, tell me, what do you do when the world abandons you?