worship today was awesome awesome awesome! even with the cock-up at first. couldn't have done it without God. i tell you, He's so amazing sometimes it scares me.

gonna be a recept at estee lauder for the next 2 days! anyone wants to lunch with me on tues? the company's at clarke quay. hehe.

on a side-note, I AM BLEEDING! haha i just knew it was gonna come when i was craving for ice cream after dinner last night. icecream = my way of dealing with hormones imbalance + recovering from breakups + destressing + when its a nice sunny day + stalking people!(ben&jerry's hahaa) + when i'm wearing pink..basically, anything is an excuse for ice cream!

was quite funny last night..a bunch of us were having dinner at i-can-see-you after cg: me, ah tan, soh chin, jui, xian, armyboy85 and yans. i finished my bowl of yu pian tang (my absolute fav! yummm) and i looked at xian who was sitting beside me. he looked super dissatisfied after finishing his small portion of chicken rice.

so i asked him, "are you still hungry?" and he replied "a little". i was like "ya i feel like eating something else! OHHHH i feel like eating mac's icecream sundae!" and the rest was like "why do you feel like eating so much?!" and i just replied nonchalantly, "oh, cos my period is coming so i'm starting to have cravings! i'm gonna bleed soon!"

....(moment of stunned silence) "we're having dinner can you don't talk about such things!!!" one of the boys said that i can't remember who.

you shd have seen the boys' expressions! PRICELESSSSS hahaha. and today after church when we were having lunch i was all like "i am bleedingggggg, i am bleedingggg.." haha thanks to charz famous bleeding song.

anyway did i mention that i love my churchie peeps? i do i do! SHOUTOUT TO YOU GUYS! pls continue to stay cute and adorable and lame (in darryl's case) hahahh.

okays i'm out. BYE WORLD

me and hocky pock he finally learnt how to smile!

ruo and me

me, the GORGEOUS birthday gal and timmy in retro pink

mary lee and i

sorry bj, cldn't resist posting this up hahaha me and fugly

mmmm i love charz boobs!

ernest and i!

okay bobz and yuimin were like being extras haha


1, 2, 3! and everyone chiongs into the pict, thus resulting in such a disorganised pict

the happy people in pink:)


okays was a jam-packed saturday for me as usual..and tomorrow is SUNDAY! everyone say AMEN!


AMEN!

been having a lot of drama going on in my life lately..not sure if i'm lovin' it or not cos well, there's both good and bad drama..heh.

regarding the bad drama, i'm cool. everything's been resolved. or should i say, i feel like i resolved issues with myself already. a liberation. praying seemed like the only right thing to do, and so i did it. indeed, that one little prayer brought comfort and joy to me, and more importantly, i hope, to the 2 important people in my life whom i was praying for :) and this little drama taught me something. i am def trying my best for the E-FACTOR! *winks at swi

the good drama..hhaha not much of a drama actually. as usual being the drama queen i like to dramatise my life..whatever it is, i'm cool with it too. yeahhhh cool as in ICE QUEEN cool hahahahaaaa


on a sadder note, i hope that in time to come, i won't be forgotten as a friend. :(


anyways, worship prac is gonna be so awesome tomorrow i can just feel it! hehehe oh ya i will update on my 3days working stint soon haha.

and lastly, i love this song by delirious?!


You still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me
You still captivate me, liberate me
You still captivate.


and OH YES. big shout out to TNG WEE GUAN S85****** hahahaha. thanks for lunching with me today! tho' i know i was more like something to fill your slacking time but nonetheless, it mattered. THANKS :)


gina is rather small-happyhappy now. heh. nights world

God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care what the world throws at me now
It's gonna be alright

Hear the sounds of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
It's gonna be alright

Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here

Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause You are alive and You live in me

i thought it was all over. but actually this war hasn't ended. because i became so obsessed with winning, these images fill my mind every night, haunting my dreams as i sleep..

I WILL WIN THIS WAR SO JUST BRING IT ON

DAMN FREAKING PROUD OF MYSELF

haha..go figure

"my life is brilliant, my love is pure.."

rekindled my love for this song..used to listen and sing to it a whole load like almost one year ago. and ivan always attempted to cover my mouth when i sang the "fking high" part haha.

"you're beautiful, you're beautiful, you're beautiful IT'S TRUE"

yes ah tan is right. i have like so many many many many activities that my father got kinda pissed and thus, had to self-ground today, effectively missing pam's birthday party, exco meeting and evan's baby visit! :( sorry guys hope you all had fun no matter what though, esp PAMELA! happy birthday to you babe! you're 21!:) stay preettyyy always!

anyways, had the cac captain's ball tournament yesterday at assumption english school which is like super duper far away. takes me an hour or so to get there. and i overslept yesterday morning hehe. oops..was almost tempted not to go but eventually after COUNTLESS calls from tommie i dragged my ass out of bed. didn't regret going! tho' we didn't get into the finals but we had fun still! well AT LEAST we won 1 match hahaha. every year go there and get trashed only. must learn to be more hiong next year!




we lost but SO WHAT!all smiles at the end of the day:)


so anyway another adventure of the day yesterday haha: darryl rescued my shoebag from the drain!


what happened was..the whole gang of us was walking out of the school near the gate and jasper's car drove past us out of the school. and this irritating limjui had to roll down the windows and waved bye to us. irks me cos he got to take the car and we have to suffer by public transport! haha so, i threw my shoesbag at the car.

MISSED! haha lousy, nvm throw again (with the rest cheering me on to throw again haha). end up my projectile motion instead of going horizontally it went vertically high up and fell into this BEEEEEEGGGGG drain which was really really high and quite impossible to just jump down from the top.

so we (the girls) were like all screaming and i was like HOW MY SHOEBAG! and darryl the hero immediately volunteered himself and was the first to step over the railing to jump into the drain! we (the girls) all screamed at him cos it was simply too high..and too scary hahah.

we managed to find a safer and easier way to let darryl go down and so, he saved my shoebag! and using his genjutsu skills climbed back up by himself la! we (the girls) went wild. hahah err we even did a cheer for him (i couldn't help it we were all too high haha).



darryl the hero saving my shoebag. look at how high the drain is and he wanted to jump straight down! too much guts and no brains! haha


me and my HERO OF THE DAY


anyway attended the shakira/ideo's bbq on friday night at joel's place. didn't take any pictures so here's just one of his cute doggie!



joel's cute maltese


and on my way home i saw this on the bus:

someone loves me!hahaha


awww..haha. more updates soon on charz birthday party! :)

HIE MATT LOW!

welcome to my blog..and MY LIFE hahha. don't forget about organising another outing you!

HAVE FUN

i promised a post on yesterday so here goes.. heehhe

had a secret mission C over at mary's place in the noon. did some video making and stuff. quite hilarious actually but shan't bore you guys with the "in-process" pictures. will show you the end product when the whole mission is over heh.

leon was suppsoed to give me some sort of birthday dinner treat since he missed my party but well, what to do, the gang was quite enthu about catching a movie and we ended pretty late so there wasn't time for a nice proper dinner..just some grab n go LJS in the theatre hahah.

we went to the picture house and caught NACHO LIBRE! jack black is hilarious but the show was abit too short. doesn't matter aye cos its the company that counts!:)


we love the lifts at cathay pict house!

so anyways for those of you who have been there you know the sofas outside the threatres? don't they remind you of steamboat woks? hahha. let matt and i show you the different ways to take picts with it


hungry..so we had a steamboat dinner!hhaha


ended up eating the steamboat itself


you can sit on top of it for funnnnnnnn

while waiting for the rest who were buying dinner at ljs we basically treated the place like our house la as you can see for yourself


me matttie and swi:)


thats us and adam sandler


cathay pict house..our 2nd home haha


no shit I LOVE JOHNNY DEPP!


mattie is..NACHO LIBRE the wrong way up haha


my darling i wldn't know what to do without you so u better stay put where u are and dont walk away!

some SHOTS OF THE DAY


my super ex-girlfriend spoof



first it was mattie with the hat and me w the hairband, and we swapped! haha

and after the show..


the boys after the movie


grp pict in the cinema! my first time at cathay! yayness


one last one before parting..apparently all the rest are not sporting enough to do the nacho libre pose with swi and i..LOSERS haha


okay so that was the adventure of my day yesterday. spent today at home just lazing around..and watching tv with my parents and attempting to straighten my hair haha. not working very wellll ah.

tomorrow's gonna be a jam-packed day with back to back programmes. BUSY IS ME.


BYE WORLD

okay kinda needed to post this before i sleep haha. its like 5 in the morning now! and i just msn-ed with OI! swilin for the past 4-5hours or so. anyways

I LOVE SWI! I LOVE SWI! I LOVE SWI! I LOVE SWI! I LOVE SWI!

fridays with gina will be resurrected soon i promise..hehhe LOVES :)

so anyway i got the baybeats picts from swi so decided to post them up to add some colours to my blog haha


swi me and mish waiting for concave scream to start


my dearest swinut and ginbean! :)


the gang of us


the gang with mattie and his churchies


us girlies :)


before heading home


seriously having alot of fun with the ctrl+x!! hahah and oh yes..another smaller adventure of the day yesterday: i went to ikea with my parents. i love them to bits so pls dad, pls take good care of yourself cos i don't want anything to happen to you okay


my dearest parents..dad trying to be funny only TRY HARDER NEXT TIME DADDY. oh btw we were waiting for dad's car to finish servicing at bmw thus the bored look on my mum's face heh


mumsy and i


camwhoring as usual hahaha

yup that was my outfit for yesterday too bad i didn't take my b/wpolka dotted pointy shoes! way funky man (tho i kinda regret wearing that out when i was running to catch the train at yishun last night hahah. refer to previous post below)..hahah and i bought a b/w striped hairband to match and btw, i DO NOT LIKE MY HAIR CUT LA. looks damn ugly

was quite a fun/funny trip out cos i tend to veer closer to my mum and dad will just like, disappear all of a sudden to don't know where ahead of us. then my mum and i will be like, where's dad and we'll hear this whistle sound coming from him ahead. the whistle that he makes when he's attempting to get the dogs to come to him hahah so my mum kept laughing whenever he did that and said "you think you calling the dogs ah!" and secretly told me not to respond to dad whenever he did that again. hahha fun times fun times. haven't heard them both laugh in the longest time :)

and nice dad sent me to taka after that cos i didn't know my way there from ikea..hehhe and yep, the adventure of the day is written below alrdy. will do a post on today like tomorrow or something, if not it's gonna be like pictures overload la.


nights world!:)

adventure of the day:
i took a freaking one hour to get home from PS!

so i boarded bus 190 outside park mall, supposedly to stop at raffles town club to switch to 156 which brings me home. apprently my multi-tasking skills have deproved greatly. i was listening to my ipod and smsing..and q called. so i looked around when talking to him and i realised that DAMN! the surroundings look so unfamiliar!

and yes thats when i realised i missed my stop! and the bus happily went onto the highway for the next 5-10mins en route woodlands! i felt so lost..and the highway went on for like forever. i had no choice but to alight after the highway which was at BUKIT PANJANG which i've never set foot before in MY WHOLE LIFE.

smart me decided to cross the road and see if i can catch a bus back but it was already past midnight. THANK GOD there's still one more bus and it was bus 171 which terminates at yishun. and THANK GOD AGAIN that there's still train from yishun to amk when i reached yishun. after which i took a cab home from amk. wasted 4.70bucks cos of my blurness..but better than taking cab from bk panjang la huh must learn to count my winnings haha.

can't believe i was so blur-headed. heh anyways met up with my darling cows on sunday!


my beloved cows:)

and i spent like 3hours walking around with roytheboy85 in town before the others finally arrived one by one. kenn from tuition, fiq from home and xiaoming from precamp. haha the poor boy looked so shag and burnt. chilled at b&j's I LOVE B&J'S. so much for my diet haha oh well at least i didn't eat dinner. oh and pleasant surprise i saw euwin at heeren hahahaaaaa.


guess who i met at heeren


roy, me & euwin


us and sunburnt xiaoming at b&j's


yummy 6 scoops of ice cream! wld be even better w/o the whipped cream tho


me and kennchng


grp pict outside dbg mrt. roy's face is asking for a beating

yay finally got some picts on my blog after so long :) OH! do you guys know what's the hotkey to CUT? you know, like ctrl+c is copy and ctrl+v is paste. ctrl+x is CUT! haha so exciting i found that out like 4days ago only so i'm here sharing something new with you guys haha.

enjoy ctrl+x-ing! haha

ROY TNG YOU IDIOT

hahaha my gosh this is freaking funny..


http://youtube.com/watch?v=8Enjz-SGnsI&search=sauna

err m18 la okay haha altho' they did censor it but still find it quite crude haha. ENJOY!

friends come and go. the good ones stay. but do they stay the same? or do their hearts change and drift away.

some's loyalty never waver. some does in difficult times. how do i know who to trust? or do i have blind faith in everyone and end up getting screwed in the end. am i the one who gets screwed? or do i screw up people's lives as well.



on a lighter note, baybeats was quite an EXPERIENCE haha. people who went with me should know what i mean. concave scream was awesome. their drummer. my goodness. makes me feel like giving up my drumming haha. I WANT TO FORM A BAND.

electrico wasn't too bad..but their FANS. one word, MADNESS. now i know, MOSHING = MADNESS. and the bassist who couldn't close his mouth haha.

pretty beat by the time i went back and it was 8hours of sleep for me after that! yayness for that. haven't got that luxury ever since don't know when..had to brace myself for a meeting with osa early this morning. so what happens next is if they think we infringed on the guidelines this is what's gonna happen to me:

1) fine of 200 frigging bucks and a warning letter from the dean

OR

2) EXPULSION.

so guys, please pray hard that nothing drastic will happen to me.


on a lighter lighter note, i popped by precamp for awhile today and was pleasantly surprised by my S house freshies. quite a few of them came back and the highness level today was pretty good. :) now owk doesn't seem such a dread after all. esp with bob and charz coming back! although i think that to be in different houses sucks. i'd rather they just put the whole bunch of us together and no one has to worry about whose house to go to and how each other will feel if someone expects someone to go to a certain house and he/she went to another house instead. maybe no one really cares after all about these people's feelings. WELL whatever the case is, i'm still quite sure owk can be a blast if i allow it to.



on a lighter lighter lighter note, i cut my hair! tho' not as short as i wanted it to be initially, it's still BYE BYE CURLS. i have straight hair once again! not very straight but well, not curly anymore haha. and revelation brings so much joy to me i can't believe i resisted it for like one and a half years. so cock.


on the lightest note, I LOVE EVERYONE IN MY LIFE pls don't ever walk out of my life alright? haha so emo now. oh yes everyone i am going to start a very strict diet regime to get rid of at least 3kg so arh STOP ASKING ME TO GO OUT AND EAT haha ESP SUPPERS AH. okay this is like the longest post ever in a long time.


toodlesss all. :)

i'm going to listen to my mum. :)

its hard to tear yourself away from the past
but little distractions help along the way
but what happens when these little distractions start to blow out of proportion

i don't like the way you treat me
i don't like the way you treat yourself
i don't like the way you handle your life
but maybe all that i don't like is the presence of another in your life

i keep telling myself
it's time
i should do it
i want to do it
i need to do it

but how am i going to go about doing it
no one is here to teach me
even if they could, i can't learn it

distractions. will they ever become more than just distractions?

My shattered dreams and broken heart
are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands standing close to someone else
now I sit all alone
wishing all my feeling was gone

I gave my best to you
nothing for me to do
but have one last cry

one last cry
before i leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind for very last time
been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
for my last cry

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me

And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot BETTER
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright

While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

i'm not oblivious to what's going on. i know. they're all angry. i don't know how to type out my thoughts. i don't think i ever will know. i don't deserve the benefit of the doubt, so i won't expect that. in all honesty, i have no idea what to expect as well. kat is right. when people are angry, they tend to just see their side of the story. i don't blame them for that. but sometimes it hurts to have no one to confide in. my fears, my worries, no one really knows. even God seems so far away now. it felt good for a little while to even just talk to kat for abit. i don't know why but i think my communication skills have gone down the drain. it's a serious problem i have to solve. i'm sorry.

dear God, i just wanna hand all these into Your hands because i know You will take care of it like You always do..thank You.

you know. you don't have to be so hostile. and maybe it wld be nice if you cld ask nicely with your Ps and Qs.

maybe i'm just oversensitive. *shrugs*

so like i had an INFLUX of people adding me on msn these past few days..just keeps appearing whenever i sign in to msn. to date i think got around like 10+ or so. my totally unglam msn email must have been spreading like wildfire. truly honoured and really hope that they don't just add me for fun la..talk to me people! imagine how cool will it be if i had the whole sagani freshies/councillors in my msn list. haha

and unbelievable! my blog has actually been found so soon..totally didn't see that coming. well in any case, hi AssPee! do identify yourself! and i might as well use this as pub for my soci camp. we're recruiting freshies and councillors for soci camp from 10-13July. it's the next most happening camp after arts camp so pls do sign up!

feel free to call me if you have my number, if not drop me an email which you can find on the right hand side. :)


dinner with my brother later tonight! so exciting :) and i can't believe brazil is outtttt. rarrr nvm haha. i shall root for germany and portugal then.

oh gosh! i just realised that my friendster profile now shows: ginaaa, 21, single.

21.

i am old.

bible camp was like this, and now soci camp is going to be like this.

dear God, was it all just one big mistake? please make things right for me again. thank You.