the minute i opened blogger to blog, the thoughts just flew out of my head. great. now not only am i panda-ish looking, i'm starting to turn senile as well.

...in process of recovering lost thoughts...

*dingdingding!!* okay got them alll back. yep.


seems like i blog more often when i supposedly have less time for leisure.. *ponders. i'm sure all you nus-ers out there should understand why. but yes, there's no point in trying to escape from the reality that i am so gonna screw up my econs paper tomorrow.

i have 3 more lectures left, and i took an average of 2hours to go through one lecture. the time is now 12midnight. my paper is at 9am tomorrow. inclusive of transport (thanks to kat's WONDERFUL dad! i have a reduced transportation time) and prep time, the latest i can get up is 7am. which leaves me with 7hours.

3 lectures = 6 hours = 1hour of slp = I AM SCREWED.

and it doesn't help that now taking a longer time to bathe is starting to make me feel guilty and worried.

SO WHY AM I NOT WORRIED WHEN I AM BLOGGING HAPPILY HERE?!

2words to conclude. no, make that 3.

bloody stupid exams.

guess what. it's thursday today and i finally remembered to catch Chase for the first time ever since it started showing on tv.

and as many guys told me, linda liao is really, in fact, quite rather pretty.



but don't you all think she looks a tad bit like fiona xie? but she's much prettier and x-factorish of course.

and seeing gerald chew on tv brings back some trauma-roma from ts practicals haha.

i fall asleep on the bus. i fall asleep while studying for my papers. i fall asleep while watching tv.

why the hell can i NOT fall asleep when i'm all snuggled up comfortably in my bed with my favourite pillow?

arrgh, this is getting really irritating.

of course of course of course. tomorrow is ts1101e paper and here i am blogging just after surfing through friendster and thinking of how to modify my profile.. haha man. i seriously have NO life.

and my sister's away for a 3D2N camp, which means i'll be sleeping alone in the room for 2 nights.

or am i..??


















the fat dog snuggled comfortably on my sister's bed

as compared to yesterday, today was a relatively better day. heh.

let's hope the days just keep getting better.. *cross fingers*

today was a relatively good day.


thank you Father. you rock! heh.

i'm beginning to dislike coming home every night. without the company of my friends and strangers, the feeling starts to creep in slowly but surely.

the nagging feeling always tugging at my heart.. when will it ever stop.

忘了有多久 再没听到你 对我说 你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错了什么

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空 星星都亮了

我愿变成 童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成 童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局

我会变成 童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局。

all hail the director!

me! the toilet fetish

the one who loves kissing my dogs

the bimbotic tai-tai wannabe

the mayday fan

the cool cool costume designer

the cranky and crazy set designer

mr director aka bambi eyes

joseph the idiot

my ts group members

whatever happened to us?


i really really would like to know, from the bottom of my broken heart.

i am damn bloody fat and lazy.


period.

ts rehearsal, though tiring, has been loadsa fun. great to be able to hang out together at 3am in a prata shop telling lame jokes. haha and joseph is really SUCH a joke. when i upload the photos then i will post it up.

too much of something is not good. it gets you addicted, and you'll start having withdrawal symptoms once the effects wear off. but still, i am quite willing to do everything we did all over again because it has been such fun, and adding such wonderful memories.

exams officially in one week's time. and what have i done?


absolutely nothing. unless watching naruto counts. haha.

shit. time to start panicking.

the mini food race :)

that speaks the end of french class


heh some added effects

Goodbye To You
by Michelle Branch

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one that I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one that I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ooh

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one that I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to..

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one that I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

slept at 5am. woke up just in time for theatre meeting at 1pm. freaking tired. anyway.

had a really good time last night talking to mishie and yu. we talked from my room.. until we ended up on the roof terrace. it's really nice up there.. with my lappie giving the background music, the slight breeze blowing gently, and the sparkly stars twinkling above us. i'll be rather sad when i move. which i hope is in the far far future.

memories are everywhere. no matter how hard you try to forget them, each place holds really wonderful and sweet memories that i'll reminisce about always.

isn't it true that the more beautiful the memories, the scarier it is? and the more you struggle, the more your tears will fall.

as i was sitting by the road and falling asleep in my lap, i thought to myself: this is going to be the first and last time i am doing this.

after waiting for a torturous 3 and a half hours, there finally appeared to have some signs of movement. 15mins later, the whole lot of us were hoarded over to the outdoor concert venue.

li sheng jie sang.. and sang.. and sang..

and then, it was..






MAYDAY!!

my goodness. no need to go into details about the whole thing. just know that mayday rocks and i am going to start saving for their concert tickets.


mayday rocks

i am so happy!! can finally watch my naruto and msn happily and peacefully without people's breaths breathing down my neck. yay!

the good times and the bad times. when will the bad times end and the good times start?
hopefully soon.

i am going to be in the worship team this sunday! yay haven't been in the team for quite some time? yea.. excited excited!

and hell week is finally over.. and that makes me even happier because its now BACK TO NARUTO!

it hurts when i see others so happy together
it hurts when i think of the memories we had
it hurts when i imagine how our future could have been like
it hurts when i look back and realise what i could have done to change things

and most of all, it hurts when you're just next to me and i can't do a thing about it..

when will it ever stop hurting?

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and so i decided to sleep after episode 85 of naruto. and so i decided to do some blog-surfing before sleeping. and here i am blogging.

because of my sisters and her project mates who stayed till like 6plus this morning? i barely had enough sleep. and the meeting for theatre studies practical production lasted for 5hours. thank goodness for the endorphines from the ice-cream at munchie monkeys with my long-lost-once-in-a-while-but-always-shopping gym partner. i hereby declare that the desserts at munchie monkeys rock!

and punggol tonight didn't happen as expected. well, i admit i was pretty tired too.. and too lazy to go all the way to punggol. make sure it happens next time if you're reading this dumbass!

and yes, today is April's Fool day! and guess which retarded person did we play a retarded trick on?? yes!! SHAWN! haha. shawn if you ever happen to read this i have something for you:
I WALK A LONELY ROAD.. haha.

and so i decided to give him the benefit of the doubt. that would definitely save me unnecessary trouble into thinking too much into things. hopefully, things will just get better from now on :)

thank you my dear ducky and ah bu. and of course my crazy friends mishie and swi. and my part-time secretary kattie wong! not to forget the cows roo, cj, and dot. heh.

and so i have decided that maybe i still have time for more naturo.. *grins

hahaha shawn is retarded!!

as michele says, what's new?!

haha okay be back with more stuff later.

time for munchie monkeys!