US!! :)


in the midst of our cycling trip. FUN!!!!


after the trip. YEAHH!

yep. the pictures speak for themselves. for more pictures on the ubin trip, click here. for more pictures on the happy couple, click here.

GOOOOD NIGHT. *body aches all over*

whoopeee!

just got back from a movie and a really long walk with my darling. watched shrek 2! like finally. it was DAMN funny. like hahahahahhahaha. whoot. a world of fairy tales. fascinating. :)

got my new camera! yipppppeee. been snapping, and snapping, and snapping. cool man. yeah yeah yeah. tomorrow going cycling at ubin with my colleagues. gonna take one tonne of pictures and have tonnes of fun. hope i don't cycle into the drain again like i did last time. major embarrassment..!

heh. the weekend seems to fly past SO quickly. am so gonna miss him. really glad that all my effort in trying to understand is paying off. are you reading this dot? the difference here is that he knows how hard i'm trying to understand, hence he doesn't, you know, did all those things that c***** did. you happy for me? i'm happy for myself. haha blah. talking nonsense AGAIN.

gotta go slp now to attend dot's church tomorrow. so bloody early!! ahh well. life goes on.

good night world. sweet dreams. -grins-

damnIT!

right after i sent out my SGD 500 deposit for NUS, i found out from the website that the deadline has been extended to 7 June! ARGH. !!!!!

nothing can express my.. my.. frustration and irritation and angst and whatever you call what i'm feeling right now! ready to throw something real hard, maybe hit my head on the wall or simply just smash the DAMN computer which gives me too much information at THE WRONG TIME.

all i can say now is, NTU better give me a reply after 7 June so AT LEAST i won't feel that cheated. 500 bucks down the drain, just like that! and i don't even really wanna do that course. what the heck is wrong with me?!?!?!

ARGHhhhHHhhHhhHhhHhHHHHhHH!

i ought to be slapped.

yeah. just finished watching the emperor's new groove. one funny show. and yes, everybody has some good in them. just waiting for the moment when it unleashes. haha.

yesterday was our barbarians's fourth anniversary, can't believe time flew past so quickly, and yet we're still together. its like the transition from secondary school to our tertiary education right now has no time in between. you get what i'm trying to say? its like WHOOSH and we're all grown up. well, some i guess. not all though. haha.

yay tomorrow there's no work! yippee. shall go collect my camera, clean my room, pack my cupboard, blah blah blah. maybe i should just slack. yeah. that'll be good.

fantasia won! well, don't really have a thing for her. but yeah, it was touching i guess. when ryan announced that she's the winner.

ahhhhh! i'm sprouting rubbish. time for bed.

adios.

ohh. i think the postman hates my house. apparently the letter from NUS were sent out on 21 May, which i should have received by now. but anyways, lucky thing i came online to check, cos the deadline for this is 31 MaY!

blah. now i'm at a loss.

uloser is really such a.. BLAH. well, like my colleague said, you can't please everyone. so.. back off you freaking, erm, thing.

oh. put a new album up! our mini celebration for kang's bday at mac's. check it out under photos.

i wanna tell McDonald's to forget about the 'Eat Smart. Go Active' campaign.


'eat more veggies?' YEAH RIGHT.


'our menu provides a variety of...' AS IF. the only variety you provide is a choice between deep fried, deep fried and deep fried. oh not to forget the high amount of sugar level too.

please set an example before trying to promote such campaigns. it doesn't work.

*LAUGHS real LOUD*

just got back from a mini celebration for kanghui's 19th birthday at serangoon mac's. haha only the four of us were there. me, huimei, huiyu and kang the birthday girl herself.

bought her a slice of birthday cake, which was left to be smashed to remnants when it was only half eaten. took one dozen photos, which i shall upload soon. i hope. had a really fun time laughing at past jokes, present jokes, future jokes. seriously, the barbarians can laugh about anything and everything. this makes it such a joy to hang out with them.

our barbarians anniversary is coming up soon. this may 26th. hehhhh. wonder what we're gonna do. whatever it is, its gotta be something.. CRAPpy.

well. work again tomorrow. yippee.

night all.

"Jesus is my firm foundation
I know I can stand secure
Jesus is my firm foundation
I put my hope in your holy word
I put my hope in your holy word

I have a living hope
I have a future
God has a plan for me
For this I'm sure
For this I'm sure!"

so glad that i went for today's service. though i was late and went to the wrong service at first and missed most of the worship and praise session. haha this is what happens when i dilly dally at home. should have a greater sense of urgency man.

today's sermon was.. i won't say good. because Kexi isn't that good a speaker (sorry Kexi :P). heh. but it was good in the sense that its as if God is speaking to me through his Word through this sermon. for weeks i was lost on this whole uni thingy. firstly because i haven't received a single letter yet (the whole world probably knows about this already due to my incessant whining). and secondly, what if i have more than one choice? what would i choose? my interest, my friends, or.. the location? haha yea. prefer to stay at home rather than in a hostel. no one will cook for me, wash my clothes for me, pack my stuff for me, or make my bed for me. (yes yes i'm a spoilt brat. so sue me.) but ANYWAY, thats not the point.

the point is, God is always above, looking at us and providing for us, and taking care of us. but sometimes, stormy clouds may block your view of Him, rendering you at a loss and wondering if God is really there. well, He IS there, just that you have to be patient to wait for the stormy clouds to clear before you can fully see the grace of God, at one end of a rainbow.

new layout. comments pls.

just came back from a trip to ttsh. aunt was hospitalised cos she had a stone in her gall bladder or something.

yea. the hospital is like a building of emotions. within, there are so many different kinds of emotions.

sadness, at the thought of a loved one passing away.
happiness, at the arrival of a newborn.
anxiety, for those who are in for operations.
nonchalance, for those who are emotionless.
fear, for those who are lying in the hospital beds, counting the days to their death. or maybe it is peace for some, who's gonna meet the King in heaven.

i would not like to pass away in a hospital.

oh i'm back again. put a new album up.

click here.

new photos added to some of the albums too. taken like quite awhile ago. finally got around to uploading them.

okay that's all for now.

tata.

OHHH.

the week flew past like this:
monday woke up yawning and thinking 'shit its monday, time for work again. argh' much groaning and reluctance before finally dragging myself out of bed. totally long day at work..everyday..den suddenly 'oh its friday already! yippee. but work still sucks'

yep. another 2 more weeks to go before my contract officially ends. actually, was wondering if i should extend. but then again, what makes me think that they wanna extend me right? i'm not like dorothy, filling thousands of temps AND perms every week and bringing so much money to the company. i'm like just taking up space and causing losses cos the company has to actually pay me my salary you know.

well, work can sometimes be good, other times REAAAL bad. making you feel that you're such a lousy piece of nothing. Ronald, one of my newer temp colleague got terminated yesterday, 3 weeks into his arrival. rather missed him cos he's one crappy fella. but his attendance for work is like..bad. mc every other day. half day leave every other day. no wonder lar.

and did i mention that i did not receive any letter yet? yea. STOP asking me why already. it just pisses me off okay. don't you think i wanna know why? do you think i like this feeling of not receiving any notification when all others around me are already accepting courses and planning who to share a hostel room with already?

dorothy mentioned that i haven't been myself lately. she seems to think that i'm always laden down with worries and always have this sad look even when i'm laughing and smiling. thanks for your concern dear, but i guess there's nothing you or i can do when i don't even know what it is that's weighing me down. i would really like to revert back to my carefree, laughing every second self. but it just takes too much effort and frankly speaking, i just can't do it. it would be so much easier to just sink into my own unknown depression. but i guess you could pray for me. and its time for me to really start talking to Him. but i can't figure out how. or maybe the devil in me is just rendering me too lazy to even try. which is like bad. reaaaaaaal bad.

its the weekend again. of course my ah shuai is not coming out till sunday morning and having to book back in on sunday night, i doubt i'll get to meet him. but its okay. i believe that absence makes the heart fonder yea? well, i sure hope so. thank God i still have my friends. dot's been bugging me to go sentosa tomorrow, but i'm sorry darling. just can't seem to muster the strength and enthusiasm to meet you girls tomorrow. but i DO look forward to the mahjong/ktv session to be held at my house tomorrow night yea? can't wait. :)

okay think this update is suffice to endure the whole of next week, when basically i'll have no life again. glad that i made new friends. they are invaluable.

gOooOoood night.

dreamt that i received an acceptance letter from NTU last night.

man.

what a dream.

okay guys.

check this out.

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.

4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is that both of you can talk about everything and anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

HMMMMMMMMMM.


1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.

You give 50% and expect 50% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.

You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses by the windowsill--you are alright with not seeing him/her much.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for a long time.

Okayyy.

so fast, its may already. lets see, may doesn't hold much in store for me. can just predict working everyday. getting fatter everyday, without a single letter from any university.

CRAP. not that i wanna whine or anything, but WHY WHY WHY haven't i received anything yet? not a single piece of paper. life is so shitty.

of course, tomorrow's my SAT and i'm sitting in front of my computer, blogging and surfing my life away. God help me please.

Thank God for the weekends when i can take time off work and do the things i enjoy. its like escaping into another world altogether. but OF COURSE candidates HAVE TO bug me on the weekends with things like 'gina, why haven't i gotten my pay' or 'gina did u receive my timesheets?'

HELLO. not that i'm trying to be a lousy consultant but it IS the public holiday for God's sake. leave me alone. give me time to myself. its enough to face all these 5 days a wk during work..but not during the weekends too?!?!

ARgh. whatever.