dear thief,

i really don't care what happens to you. when my friends were all cursing you and swearing at you and condemning you, all i thought about was my laptop. i just want it back, with all my precious memories inside. do you know that by taking away my laptop, you not only upset me, you made my friends all worried for me, and you soured the relationship between my parents and i. so seriously, what more do you want from me. short of selling the laptop away. but i can tell you, the battery charger is with me you DUMBASS. the battery can only lasts for 3 hours top. who will buy a laptop which can't even be turned on!

i urge you to just return the laptop okay? i will pray everyday that one day, you might just find your conscience and return the laptop. till that day comes, please take uber good care of my laptop. it's a spanking new vaio you lucky idiot.


yours sincerely,
the one you stole the laptop from who is uber upset now

i love my new watch :)

mumsy rocks

its just so ............ to find out that after all these months, i still get affected by some things. why is it that i cannot get over it?

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

guess what i saw just now. at j8 city chain.


the white and turqoise adidas watch i have been LUSTING after for ages. a freaking 95 dollars.


sponsors, anyone?



haha. and to all my darlings who tagged: i miss all of you tooooo! pls start dating me out already. i promise to fit you into my schedule :)

back from soci camp. conked out in bed from 5pm till 3am. woke up just to realise that i missed joel and junyuan's flight to australia. i am so sorry, i feel so bad.

joel, you've been a really nice brother to me. always there to help me whenever i needed help, and allowing me to bully and take advantage of you where you really can just refuse to. thank you for everything you have done for me. i love your laughter and your funny antics, and of course i'm gonna miss the great food that you can whip up. do take care of yourself over in australia, and have a great semester in school alright? can't wait to see you back in singapore again and let's hope that i won't get a chance to punch your tummy again, cos maybe it will be gone by the time you come back? heh. here's a hug for you :)

and junyuan, only known you for a short period of time, but by judging the time we went to the zoo, i can see that you're a really fun loving guy and i am glad kat has got you. and of course, i'm glad that you have got kat tooo! more suppers and ridiculous zoo/bird park/night safari/botanic gardens/whatever outings when you come back and have fun in australia too! oh, and did i forget to tell you that i LOVE roxy stuff? *winks. haha



have another camp to go for tomorrow. all the way from sunday till wednesday. i am starting to have no life. my friends, i cannot be there for them when i want to and when they need me. my parents, they don't understand the kind of life i want to lead. my Father, i am sorry i haven't been in sync with You lately. and all these, i have no one to blame but myself. i wish i could split myself up. one part for my friends, especially those who are going through burdening issues. another for my parents, where i can be the perfect daughter they desire me to be. and one solely for God alone. fat chance, huh?

feels like i'm being sucked into a tsunami disaster. one moment you see the high and magnificent waves and you yearn to reach out and simply touch them. in that instant, you forget to escape and you've lost the only escape route there is. the next moment, you get swept away and what you have left is simply destruction.


and it is not easy to build everything up back again.

thanks for the moooooost beautiful pair of BROWN shoes from my beloved bbrs! heh. and of course the dinner. and the 2 packets of beehoon. and the secret admirer that doesn't exist. haha thanks guys. though it was kinda late. BUT. it's okay. gina still loves all of you! maybe except for zhen. cos she's being condemned by me for not going soci camp. and jingzhi, for being piao piao teo. and chicken, for FORGETTING my birthday. ahaha okay stop. I LOVE ALL OF YOU. :)

anddddd okay. enough about the transvetites okay. i guess i can't compare apple with pineapple huh? as what wyman said. and wyman, you still owe me a date you moron.

GINA IS PRETTY.

everyone repeat after me please.

GINA IS PRETTY because her friends rock! and her friends rock because GINA IS PRETTY.

yay! ahaaaaaaha. okay gina is going mad. so she's gonna head for bed now. tsk tsk. very bad. every night sleeping at 4 in the morning. *shakes head* must start welcoming the pimples onboard my face already.

i feel inferior simply because! they are like so much prettier than me, with the looks and bods and they are NOT EVEN WOMEN.

i miss being in love.
i miss being loved.
i miss loving someone.

or am i still?

looking at the transvetites at changi village just makes me feel inferior.

anywaysssssssss. time to get off my lazy bum and do some work soon.

finally got around to uploading some pictures up! below are the links. enjoy :)

church pictures
huiyu's birthday

old albums with new pictures:

my favourite barbarians!

and so it's back from another supper again. had supper on monday, today. supper tomorrow. everyday supper. i'm gonna turn into a ball. and all my running just goes down the drain. which sets me thinking, why the hell do i run so hard for? never mindddd it's just me.

anyways, i am damn bloody sad. i brought my camera down for servicing today, and they told me it cannot be repaired. my precious canon ixus i bronze, aka "take photo!", is officially deceased. *one minute of silence*

and i think i'm getting a bit tired of all these stuff. i mean, yeah once in awhile it's harmless, it can even be funny. but one time too many just makes me think. am i really what they say i am? maybe that's what they really think of me deep down inside, but they say it out as a joke in order not to offend me. or something. i don't know. all the fats in my tummy are making me think illogical thoughts.

and someone told me it's hard being my friend.

is it?

birthday moments captured