felt slightly better after typing that whole chunk out. just wanted to vent my confusion? anger? i dunno. i don't even know if i have a right to be confused or angry. maybe i think too much and am too over-sensitive. i just wanna be happy.

thanks to all my dears who were trying so hard to calm me down and talk me through it.. deeply appreciated! :)

quote of the day: guys are stupid, throw rocks at them.

i know what she said to you in class today
but i dunno if what she said reflects how you feel
if it does, then i am seriously disappointed in you
i admitted that i started msging you cos i took an interest in you
and i just wanted to establish a friendship somewhere
if our establishing friendship is just something you
wanna joke around and make fun of behind my back,
then let me tell you that i would gladly end this friendship now.

no mishie i don't practice emotional blackmail heh. its the work of the Holy Spirit against the work of Satan. :)

i'm so glad you came and met all my cranky and lovable church friends!

service date is on next week!!

it is now 0716. slept for only about 4hours. reason being mishie is over at my house coming up with the o week posters designs. i must say that her productive and manufacturing level is the highest during the wee hours of the morning. when i was sound asleep she came up with 2 very nice designs already. and i'm supposed to be in the publicity comm with her. rrrright. i'm the head of sleeping.

yay finally changed my blogskin. didn't really like the previous candlelight one cos its like sooo small and navigation was troublesome. which explains why i couldn't be bothered to blog too. well, here i am! updated some links already, and i promise to update my albums soon! *cross fingers*

school is getting just this slightly better, although i still stick to my motto NUSSUCKS! as i am, afterall, the prestigious president of the NUSSUCKS! Club. (yes exclaimation mark included)

met up with dot gen and roo for a short time yesterday. supposedly to go for breakfast, but of course the queen of lateness had to wake up late, leaving gen and i having brunch by ourselves. mo matter what, it was still great to catch up with them. cheer up you cow! yes YOU. stop thinking that the whole world's responsibilities are on your shoulders. i love you!

church major outreach event today: who killed adams king?? mish was supposed to come with me. but right now, looking at her fast asleep on the sofa, i really wonder if we'll be there later. oh well we'll see how it goes.

and i am suffering from withdrawal symptoms. and nope, i am not going to say what i'm withdrawing from.

everytime i look at you, you just seem to get cuter and cuter. sigh.

sometimes, i can't believe my guts.

gina is going trigger happy!!

God!

is he like the one??
he seems to be. though its still too early to say.
give me a sign or something pls!

i have decided on 3 things.

firstly,


howl's moving castle and

hitch are great shows. 2 thumbs up!

secondly: i have decided that sengkang is actually a rather nice place despite the ulu-ness (okay i know now its not that ulu anymore)

thirdly: i wanna watch

lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events! any takers? talk to me please.

i have alot to say. but words are barely enough.

yesterday was one hellavu fun day. and the night was simply.. magical.

promise to be back. right now the bed is calling me.

when all seems well and fine on the surface, beware of what's lurking underneath it.

you can never know.

nobody has ever said the words "f**k you" to me before. at least not directly to my face.

it's definitely not a nice feeling hearing that come out of a loved one's mouth aimed directly at you.

each i time i think about it, it feels like my heart is being stabbed.

maybe i should just stop thinking. if only i could sleep forever.

if only.

this is called die laughing.

it's such a tough job swinging from one end to the other end of the pendulum.

rising up to the peak happily, and suddenly you get thrown down right to the bottom of the trough.

it's all about physics isn't it.