= c o m m u n i c a t i o n b r e a k d o w n =

2007-02-08T16:07:00.000+08:00

people just don't realise that i have moved..don't they???haha/

http://zuanqing.livejournal.com

2006-11-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

2006-11-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

dear suzie and i

2006-11-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

gotham penthouse

2006-11-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

aussie buds

2006-11-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

2006-09-19T11:24:00.000+08:00

http://zuanqing.livejournal.com

2006-09-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

taking 6modules a sem is really no joke.

its only mid term and i'm feeling worn out and tired, unlike last sem. GOODNESS. i need to get my zest back! haha. yea you heard right..ZEST!

2006-09-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

today, i learnt a few things.

i learnt not to have high expections, or expecting too much from people. the higher the expectations, the greater the hurt and disappointment when these expectations are not met. no matter the faith you might have in them, they bound to disappoint you in one way or another, whether intentionally or unintentionally. i am very sure even for myself, i do not meet certain expectations that people have of me as well, so what right do i have to demand that they meet mine?

i learnt to be tolerant. a friend in help is a friend indeed. although as unlovable as some people might be, God said that we should love one another as we love ourselves, including our neighbours and our enemies even. being tolerant moulds us to become more patient people. and having patience is a good thing.

i learnt that human feelings are fleeting. we change our minds very quickly when we see something better coming our way.

wanted to type more, but am hungry. am going to source for food. :)

2006-09-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

got pretty much inspired by zhen's blog, and super intrigued by her posts. haha.

as stated on my nick, school work is drowning me. but i need to remember, grace grace! i will make it through this sem, even better than last sem.

this time, it's for real.

anyway on a serious note, i am going on a diet!! hahaha getting so fat you wouldn't believe it. and i'm sick of people calling me names like fat ass or pig or whatnots. or saying that i'm fat. damn sick of it.

so from now on, i am cuttiing down on carbo, abstaining from deep fried food, fast food, soft drinks, junk food like chocs and chips BLABLABLA. haha i know how easy it is to say so i need your help! stop me from eating too much if you see me. it's time to shut these people up. for good. yay. and i need to resume my running. at least 3 times a week.

there. it's now in words so i must stick to it. jiayou!

2006-09-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

so, tell me, what do you do when the world abandons you?

2006-09-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

finally i could upload the pictures onto blogger so beware, shitload of picts coming right up..

arts bash 2 lust man standing

ok i'm not supposed to be posting roe's pict up here so..just imagine the 3 of us sitting outside and acting cute haha!
PICTURE
roe suan and i acting cute outside MOS

roe was damn suay cos she forgot to bring her ic and the bouncers at MOS just refused to let her in. she had to call her dad to drive down to pass her ic so she could get in the club. goodness, quite joke la. the 3 of us sitting outside waiting for her dad to come haha. and i'm sorry girls! i know i was supposed to dance with you but i kept disappearing to "find my friends" haha. they were just all over the place la. but was still nice to have met suan :) (i see roe in sch like all the time)

me and oi in the ladies where she was nanny-ing the pageant girls

with charz and carol :)

me with claryce and kelly plus extra kennchng at the back

guess who i met at arts bash 2..PPT (piao piao teo)!haha

amy bloo and i

me and weida! he was high dancing the whole night man,too bad i didnt get to see him boogie haha

the happy couple + colin and i

me and reigning arts queen! so GORGEOUS right

on the dancefloor: bloo me mary and roy

haijie and her haidais! :)

kenneth the arts king (from sr!) and anhong, one of the pageant boys

wang goh and oi

stupid matthew with his "MASCARA!"

me and kk! his face might look big here but thats cos i was standing waaaaay behind so my face wld look smaller haha

our long lost TS friend, JOSEPH!

it was overall quite an enjoyable night, altho' i must say that the music really SUCKED BIG TIME man. only towards the end then it got just ABIT better. the group of us (me ivan matt swi qianfu charz) went to mac's for food and for me to escape the dreadful music. when we came back we just stood right outside of the dancefloor and entertained ourselves (esp matt with his really silly and funny dance moves haha).

a few angmohs around STARING BLATANTLY at girls, its really blatantly i tell you really freaked me out man the way they stare. anyway anyway anyway i have shitloads of work to do!

later!

2006-09-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

i really wanted to post up the pictures from arts bash 2 a few days ago but hello and picasa were being such biatches! let's hope they revert to normal soon cos i have like a thousand and one picts to post up!

today, 09/09/06: first official outing :) a day of fun, laughter, and wonderful nonsense!

mac's brekkie @ ecp
challenge of the day - teaching no.2 to cycle! haha. WE DID IT BTW! we are like how zai man :)
one large iced lemon tea: shiokness
excitedly embarked to escape theme park for the viking!
got 15% discount for admission ticket haha but still, 14bucks! haha
screamed our lungs out on the rides;
did silly cheers on the viking (we sat on it 3times by the way) with the kids around us happily obligingly echoing after us;
got stuck at haunted house barely 1min inside cos we were screaming and screaming and the staff had to come in and guide us thru, even warning us what was going to happen (ie. ok this guy's gonna jump out at you on your right). hooded ghost got so tired of scaring us he removed his hood and followed us around (but still managing to scare us hhaha)
one large sprite - cool and relaxing
started to drizzle..spent the time chatting away
headed to glass house for dinner making hell lot of noise as usual; ate like we haven't eaten for weeks
went to PS for light shopping
all tired and home sweet home :)

this is so i won't forget. :) thanks for all the fun times

2006-09-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

i have been having certain dreams of late. all these dreams seem to point to a certain direction, trying to tell me that i'm in lack of something and i need it so badly that i have dreams about it all the time.

but in Christ the Lord our God, i have absolutely NO LACK of anything at all. NOTHING. everything shall be given to me in abundance because my God is so faithful, so lovely, so worthy and so full of grace and mercy..my Jehovah Jireh.

He will provide, because He is all these and so much more.

i forgot to mention how AWESOME the AWE (adoration, worship, exalt) worship on saturday was. the whole sanctuary was filled..not only with God's presence, but hundreds of youths coming together as one body of Christ to worship our God Almighty. the altar calling, the praying for one another and the praying together, the bowing of our knees to our glorious King..simply amazing.

i was really and truly awed, by the Abba Father. to those out there who are still trying to resist Him, you don't know what you're missing out on! come on, give yourself and God a chance. once you taste how good the Lord is, you won't wanna stop knowing Him! come come talk to me okay :)

Here I Am To Worship

Light of the world You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely, altogether worthy, altogether wonderful to me

King of all days so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it costs
To see my sin upon that cross

and today is my dad's 46th birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! may you be in good health ALWAYS :)

2006-09-02T03:47:00.000+08:00

everything shall end as of tonight. i see nothing imminent.

the cessation is near. one last night of chimera, phantasm, extravagance.

bare.
blank.
devoid.

stark.
vacant.

void.

2006-08-29T00:49:00.000+08:00

unbelievable.

my heart started beating faster and i could feel myself blushing.

unbelievable.

2006-08-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

so we celebrated ivan's 24th birthday in the heartland of angmokio haha. welcome westies to the northeast side! ok technically amk is more of north but who cares, northeast is cool! haha

ivan chenie and his COCKboard!

had fun steamboating our lives away at this alfresco steamboat buffet dining place. not bad i must say, paid only around 15bucks for a steamboat buffet with 2 kinds of soup, tomyam and chicken! the tomyam was quite delicious yum. anyway without further ado, here are some pictures

me and the birthday "reef brazil life's too short" dude

me and blooooo I MISS YOU WOMAN!

me and wangwogger1!

strawberry from the cake

random fugly shot of me and wang haha

ice cream makes us happy!

eyebrow low and (fake) eyebrow goh HAHAH

woggers+matt&ivan

anyway halfway through our meal, some PRC invaded our dinner..

chong in action

chong in (takglam) action

haha that chong put chocolate from the cake onto his teeth la! so ugly but damn entertaining haha

anyways, i realised matt doesn't really have fashion sense so i was trying to help him..

helping matt achieve a sense of fashion

ta-da!

hehe cool! welcome to the fashion world.

a close up of ivan chenie's preeeeeetty pretty present!

ivan chenie's pressie! so nice right i also want a CORKboard haha

and we bought him kenneth cole reaction cologne tooo how nice right hehe. still remember last year he kept on smelling the postcards they had at nydc that were sprayed with the cologne. "hey ivan, do you happen to have kenneth cole reaction or dkny be delicious?" hahah very not obvious but what to do, must double check what RIGHT IVAN

happy group pict:) I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELF IVAN

today was crazy chocked full saturday. and i was telling zhu en to have a wonderful and happy saturday this morning and said "i'm off to have mine!"

9am, mentoring (which effectively started at 10; late as usual hehe)
1pm, captain's ball meeting
4pm, cg
6pm, wamm meeting (but was postponed to tomorrow thank goodness..phew)

so much for a wonderful and happy saturday haha. but the night rounded up nicely with a nice dinner at spaggedies with my dear woggers! and ivan bobz josh and matt. no pictures for that tho. too lazy haha.

tomorrow will be a happy and wonderful sunday..God's promise yay!

2006-08-25T04:09:00.000+08:00

just got back from arts bash 2 not too long ago.

my voice is bad, very bad. it's more hoarse than when i shouted after the entire oweek. its VERY BAD. im VERY WORRIED. i really think i SPOILT MY VOCAL CHORDS this time round by shouting the wrong way.

dear God, please heal Your child.

2006-08-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

a picture that swi sent me from arts camp haha.

so this is how a typical classic case of crazy gina looks like when she's trying to lead the house in doing cheers. now i know.

JUST FOR LAUGHS

2006-08-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

this morning, i woke up crying.

i was crying so hard in the dream, the sadness overwhelmed me till i woke up, and realised that it was but a nightmare. immense sense of relief upon realization of reality.

i dreamt that i lost my mum. without ever having told her about God's salvation for her. one of my greatest nightmare.

i pray this never comes true.

2006-08-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

here are some picts from owk

mary bing and i

mary me and bloooo

skyline the best og and i!

haidais,haijie and haiba

me joeldahamster and huiling

james chong and i

me and 6d5n aust buddy!

me and ibanchenie

bobz and i

owk06 house ics!w/o carrie and eric :(

most likely going to retire as a house ic already heh. but it has been a great journey that i'll never forget! :)

so fast and the first week of school is over! pretty slack, only attended school 3days this week. some of the modules i'm taking are proving to be quite challenging..am rather worried now, what with taking 6modules and driving classes as well.

but God's grace overflows inside of me! i am going to do even better for my cap this sem! so that i have a chance of doing honours next yr. and also, i am going to pass my driving test! hahah

just got back from ivan chenie's birthday celebration awhile ago. everyone wish him happy birthday! he old man sia, 24 already haha. but we still love you iban! :)

too many celebrations/parties, they're overwhelming me man. i need some chillllout time by myself. so badly.

the time is now. :)

*postedit:i had a fantastically wonderful friday 2 days ago. 2 lectures in school coupled with a mini campus tour (who knows what does RBR stand for?!) and bumping into swi after that! the day couldn't have been better..until i met swi and jiet for longbaos@crystal jade with weida after shopping for iban's pressie with mary and matt. oh and a mini shopping spree of a top and a skirt. it was dirtcheap considering they were from topshop and zara so, yups :) fridays with gina is right back on track! IM HAPPY TOOO SWI :):):) oh and i had like the BEST DREAM EVER last night, woke up all smiley and feeling at peace with the world hehe

2006-08-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

first and foremost today is 17August everyone! it's c.o.t.'s 1st anniversary! yay how cool is this..first anniversary sia hahah. i don't care i want a celebration listen up henghuat and weiqiang!

secondly..i hate my skin..it's deteriorating like nobody's business. esp after i went to this facialist recommended by my mum. good recommendation ah mummy. i used to go to another one previously. altho' expensive, its money's worth. this current one is cheap, but i don't see my face improving at all! it's just going from bad to worst..hate it hate it. and furthermore her products stink man..i miss my previous facialist. rarrrr i wish i had better skin and took better care of it last time. too late for any regrets..i'm giving that woman one last chance. if i don't see any marked improvements within this month i am quitting on her!

PUI!

2006-08-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

went for my first ever driving class today! cool shit man..feels like i'm driving a bigger real life sized daytona hahah. bitingpoint! shift gears! release clutch pedal and depress accelerator! learnt how to move the car and turn at bends today..damn fun! i'm like how zai HAHAHA.

anyways last week the day before singapore's birthday was yanhan's birthday. attended her 21st celebration at her condo which i thought was really quite nice. her ntu friends..oh my gosh. so many of them, and so noisy haha. esp von's bf chunpoo whom i thought was a really really funny guy and not what i expected him to be like in real life. anyways my dear bbrs, i'm sure if we were there we would be able to drown out the ntu people! haha sorry didn't meet you guys on national day was too tired.

wsa great seeing the odacians! and thanks nigel for sending us home. supper at chomps soon! and anyway, chester is really the ahbeng lor. he's damn funny la, i think he's deluded. one of our conversations went like this:

me: chester you really very ah beng leh!

chester: what ah beng! i am a WO DI (undercover cop) ok!

me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA nonstop. you think you wu jian dao ah! LAUGH SOMEMORE.

haha so stupid..and xuanyu went on to make some funny comments which i can't remember. just recalled that it was REALLY FUNNY la haha.

here are some picts :)

the birthday girl TAN YAM HAM aka YAMMY or HAMMY heh

my dear pretty sherry and ahmei

chester the ahbeng being extra..WO DI somemore HAHA

the odac family :)

dorothy the cow at her ugliest

looking babelicious now. love you no matter what! stop hiding in pulau ntu and come meet me

xuwen is another ahbeng i swear. saw him in sch and got a BLONDE SHOCK haha

the odac family with the cake

sparklers! i refused to hold one. its uber loud and SPARKLY to the extent of SCARY

sparkly world

more driving tomorrow! can't wait to pass and get my license (super impatient) haha. okay i'm out nights world :)

2006-08-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

sorry for my outburst of self-pitying moment haha. i PUI at that. haha pls forgive me. there are also times when my hyperactiveness is taken over by depressing thoughts. but i am so over that.

first day of school was pretty aiight. met a few people here and there. got a new kah kia (sidekick) for myself hahah. met people that i REALLY WANTED TO MEET. HAHAHA. EFACTOR SWI, EFACTOR.

tutorial balloting is such a drag. but Jehovah Jireh is so gonna provide.

you know, there are some girls out there who look very pretty, but in actual fact they are really made up: their hair, their faces, their dressing. without dolling themselves up they are actually really plain and MAYBE quite hideous.

i told myself i never want to become one of these girls. the beauty should be shining out from within me and not being put on as a masquerade on myself to the people around me. so what if i have lousy/ugly hair, so what if i suck at putting makeup and inept at hiding my blemishes, so what if i dont have the "perfect" body defined by society and so what if my dressing amuses people?

with God's love and blessings overflowing inside of me, i will be one of the most beautiful people on this earth. au natural. within me, not outside of me.

2006-08-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

in 1 corinthians 13:4-8a it says..

"love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

"love never fails."

dear Lord please teach me how to love.

2006-08-13T01:49:00.000+08:00

char said that this oweek was one of my best house ic moments ever. swi said that i have made this oweek a memorable one for the freshies and councillors.

honestly? i don't agree a single bit. i have never felt lousier. although i might seem like i did good, but on the micro level, i didn't succeed. shitloads of regrets, but what help can it do? oweek is over. and there's nothing i can do about it.

if there are any freshies/councillors reading this, i have something to say which i forgot to during the finale night. i'm sorry if i haven't been up to standards of a good house ic. nevertheless, i still hope that you had at least abit of fun at some points of time during oweek. and well..try to be friendly and say hi to me in school ok? i do not guarantee that i will remember your name but i promise to say hi back! :)

2006-08-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

are some things better left unsaid?

reds are not cool people. ambers are even more not cool. greens are the coolest! yay!

please, if you're a red and you enjoy being red, please stay red. don't go and get yourself turning into a red+amber. that is like totally NOT COOL. ever heard of the word FAITHFULNESS you dope.

and ambers..please make up your mind. as i've said, ambers are the least cool people around.

as for greens, WE ARE COOL. stay cool..until the right person comes along. :) and btw, greens, please don't go and get yourselves involved with the reds. there's a term for such people and it's not a nice one.

this post isn't aimed for anyone in particular. a trend i see around me which is kinda disappointing. i am so tired from oweek. will update more soon.

2006-08-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

some things..never fail to amaze me hohoho.

sentosa day tomorrow! how exciting..can't wait to see my freshies and rahrah with them. (now that sounds totally crazy but yes!)

happy happy things in life make me a happy happy girl. from here on, things will ONLY GET BETTER.

HEY PEOPLE DO THAT DANCE LET ME SEE YOU CLAP YOUR HANDS! :):):)

2006-08-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

this is kinda overdue but better late than never! celebrated matt's 22nd at chijmes last monday night. was kinda spacey..for some reason. but nevertheless, spacey or not, there's bound to be photo-whoring!

the girlies

matt the birthday boy and i

bobz and charz

lobokai and liana

self-shot

grp pict

the greens

the blues and the greens

bobby rubino's was too expensive for broke me so i didn't order anything there. got so hungry after that i jio-ed zhu en out for supper, after which euwin jio-ed me out for supper, so in the end the 3 of us went to punggol nasi lemak hehh. was fun, although the whole night those 2 boys had the time of their life ganging up together to suan me.

4days of oweek are over, 2more days left before rag. got a minor throat infection due to the lack of sleep and water. throat hurts so bad but it's ok! anything for my dear freshies haha. thinking back on the past 4days, it really ain't easy trying to rahrah a group of at least 40 people staring at you with blank faces. i remember at some points during owk i just felt so low cos everyone is like so unresponsive. but after some thinking, this is going to be my last owk after all so as i told mary, i might as well give it my all and make it a good one for everyone.

i did. i tried my best and hardest. the reactions i got were really heartwarming. it really is nice to have the whole house cheering with you, and also to see freshies being enthu and leading the house instead of always the seniors doing it. and we did a little introduction of everyone in the house which i felt was a wise move haha. all in all, oweek so far has been great. looking forward to even more fun the coming 2 days.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY everyone! haha nights

2006-08-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

all things nice and beautiful..

2006-08-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

speaking of yesterday..i really da4 chu1 xue3. inital plan was to stay home and rest and psyche myself up for owk but the night before jui suddenly jio-ed me out. cos he said he took mc and he doesn't wanna stay home. seeing that he was depressedboy85 last sunday over his attachment, i decided to go out with him la. so managed to jio yu along as well. and within the first hour, i spent close to a 100bucks..SCARY. i gotta stop spending like this.

well, it was great fun, just shopping about, talking nonsense, and chilling at billy bomber's with milkshake and cheesefries. YUM!

jui, me and yu!

me and ah tan!haven't been out shopping with her for AGES

they were about to kiss

xian came to join us for awhile before heading for his piano lessons at suntec. btw he has AMAZING musical talents okay..SO JEALOUS! yup we walked from wisma to taka to cine to heeren before heading to church for yf. haven't been there for quite some time and apparently i became a rare guest haha. great time, great food, great friends :) so what if life's a bitch right? :)

oh i tried on this dress from stussy!

ya think this dress is nice? (disregarding the fact that i'm posing like a pregnant woman) hahah 85 buckeroos.

what i bought yesterday: a top and belt/scarf thingy from forever 21, a skirt from rip curl, beaded bracelets from topshop & a pair of shoes from levi's. cool shit. but so broke now my pay is gone haha.

anyway everyone say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my sister! she turns 19 today :)

tomorrow marks the start of a busy busy school term. everyone pray for strength to be upon me AMEN!

2006-08-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

so last wednesday the gang of us went to timbre for some good music, beer and good time. :) before that they went to watch pirates without me :( cos i was stuck at work la. but what to do. haha its a good thing la. firstly i get to appease my parents and secondly, to earn some extra shopping money which i blew more than half of it away today! which i will talk about tomorrow. talk about scary..i'm scary when it comes to shopping!

anyways, had pretty much a good time at timbre listening to EIC and Reverie. both bands are pretty good by the way. I ALSO WANT TO FORM A BAND! haha. dream long long sia. and also me ivan and charz were playing the cai quan game haha. funfunfun :)

here are some picts :)

a toast to our friendship, CHEERS!

charz and mish

the new look for summer 2006

i'm sitting beside 2 lobsters! (btw matt has a PINK chest)

me and ivannnnnnnnnnnkor!

what happens when the alcoholic effect kicks in..but trust me, they are truly good pple :)

the 2 people in my prayers :)

bloo, mish, me, charz and swi

oh no, weida. oh no

bobz and i!

today was major shopping day for me..BAD BAD BAD. but good? haha. supposed to be a cheer-jui-up day. more on that later.

oh and here are 2 newly uploaded picture albums!
leonard tang's birthday dinner@fish&co
zhiyong&jeffrey's birthday chalet

HAVE FUN!

2006-07-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

worship today was awesome awesome awesome! even with the cock-up at first. couldn't have done it without God. i tell you, He's so amazing sometimes it scares me.

gonna be a recept at estee lauder for the next 2 days! anyone wants to lunch with me on tues? the company's at clarke quay. hehe.

on a side-note, I AM BLEEDING! haha i just knew it was gonna come when i was craving for ice cream after dinner last night. icecream = my way of dealing with hormones imbalance + recovering from breakups + destressing + when its a nice sunny day + stalking people!(ben&jerry's hahaa) + when i'm wearing pink..basically, anything is an excuse for ice cream!

was quite funny last night..a bunch of us were having dinner at i-can-see-you after cg: me, ah tan, soh chin, jui, xian, armyboy85 and yans. i finished my bowl of yu pian tang (my absolute fav! yummm) and i looked at xian who was sitting beside me. he looked super dissatisfied after finishing his small portion of chicken rice.

so i asked him, "are you still hungry?" and he replied "a little". i was like "ya i feel like eating something else! OHHHH i feel like eating mac's icecream sundae!" and the rest was like "why do you feel like eating so much?!" and i just replied nonchalantly, "oh, cos my period is coming so i'm starting to have cravings! i'm gonna bleed soon!"

....(moment of stunned silence) "we're having dinner can you don't talk about such things!!!" one of the boys said that i can't remember who.

you shd have seen the boys' expressions! PRICELESSSSS hahaha. and today after church when we were having lunch i was all like "i am bleedingggggg, i am bleedingggg.." haha thanks to charz famous bleeding song.

anyway did i mention that i love my churchie peeps? i do i do! SHOUTOUT TO YOU GUYS! pls continue to stay cute and adorable and lame (in darryl's case) hahahh.

okays i'm out. BYE WORLD

2006-07-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

as promised some picts from charz party!

so anyway her theme was like the BIMBO PARTY so everyone had to wear pink, which kinda put everyone in a rather good mood, all laughing and all. which was also cos our dear birthday gal charz is such a sweetie who always makes everyone laughs :) love ya babe hope you had a fantastic time!

but unfortunately barely halfway thru the happy event i had to go through some angsty moments with my parents..sorry for not being the best company that night guys. but that aside, this was one of the most fantabulous party i've been to with the first ever MS BIMBO/MR HIMBO pageant haha. and the games! job well done mish!

me and hocky pock he finally learnt how to smile!

ruo and me

me, the GORGEOUS birthday gal and timmy in retro pink

mary lee and i

sorry bj, cldn't resist posting this up hahaha me and fugly

mmmm i love charz boobs!

ernest and i!

okay bobz and yuimin were like being extras haha

1, 2, 3! and everyone chiongs into the pict, thus resulting in such a disorganised pict

the happy people in pink:)

okays was a jam-packed saturday for me as usual..and tomorrow is SUNDAY! everyone say AMEN!

AMEN!

2006-07-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

been having a lot of drama going on in my life lately..not sure if i'm lovin' it or not cos well, there's both good and bad drama..heh.

regarding the bad drama, i'm cool. everything's been resolved. or should i say, i feel like i resolved issues with myself already. a liberation. praying seemed like the only right thing to do, and so i did it. indeed, that one little prayer brought comfort and joy to me, and more importantly, i hope, to the 2 important people in my life whom i was praying for :) and this little drama taught me something. i am def trying my best for the E-FACTOR! *winks at swi

the good drama..hhaha not much of a drama actually. as usual being the drama queen i like to dramatise my life..whatever it is, i'm cool with it too. yeahhhh cool as in ICE QUEEN cool hahahahaaaa

on a sadder note, i hope that in time to come, i won't be forgotten as a friend. :(

anyways, worship prac is gonna be so awesome tomorrow i can just feel it! hehehe oh ya i will update on my 3days working stint soon haha.

and lastly, i love this song by delirious?!

You still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me
You still captivate me, liberate me
You still captivate.

and OH YES. big shout out to TNG WEE GUAN S85****** hahahaha. thanks for lunching with me today! tho' i know i was more like something to fill your slacking time but nonetheless, it mattered. THANKS :)

gina is rather small-happyhappy now. heh. nights world

2006-07-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care what the world throws at me now
It's gonna be alright

Hear the sounds of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
It's gonna be alright

Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here

Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause You are alive and You live in me

2006-07-25T11:53:00.000+08:00

i thought it was all over. but actually this war hasn't ended. because i became so obsessed with winning, these images fill my mind every night, haunting my dreams as i sleep..

I WILL WIN THIS WAR SO JUST BRING IT ON

2006-07-25T02:05:00.000+08:00

DAMN FREAKING PROUD OF MYSELF

haha..go figure

"my life is brilliant, my love is pure.."

rekindled my love for this song..used to listen and sing to it a whole load like almost one year ago. and ivan always attempted to cover my mouth when i sang the "fking high" part haha.

"you're beautiful, you're beautiful, you're beautiful IT'S TRUE"

2006-07-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

yes ah tan is right. i have like so many many many many activities that my father got kinda pissed and thus, had to self-ground today, effectively missing pam's birthday party, exco meeting and evan's baby visit! :( sorry guys hope you all had fun no matter what though, esp PAMELA! happy birthday to you babe! you're 21!:) stay preettyyy always!

anyways, had the cac captain's ball tournament yesterday at assumption english school which is like super duper far away. takes me an hour or so to get there. and i overslept yesterday morning hehe. oops..was almost tempted not to go but eventually after COUNTLESS calls from tommie i dragged my ass out of bed. didn't regret going! tho' we didn't get into the finals but we had fun still! well AT LEAST we won 1 match hahaha. every year go there and get trashed only. must learn to be more hiong next year!

we lost but SO WHAT!all smiles at the end of the day:)

so anyway another adventure of the day yesterday haha: darryl rescued my shoebag from the drain!

what happened was..the whole gang of us was walking out of the school near the gate and jasper's car drove past us out of the school. and this irritating limjui had to roll down the windows and waved bye to us. irks me cos he got to take the car and we have to suffer by public transport! haha so, i threw my shoesbag at the car.

MISSED! haha lousy, nvm throw again (with the rest cheering me on to throw again haha). end up my projectile motion instead of going horizontally it went vertically high up and fell into this BEEEEEEGGGGG drain which was really really high and quite impossible to just jump down from the top.

so we (the girls) were like all screaming and i was like HOW MY SHOEBAG! and darryl the hero immediately volunteered himself and was the first to step over the railing to jump into the drain! we (the girls) all screamed at him cos it was simply too high..and too scary hahah.

we managed to find a safer and easier way to let darryl go down and so, he saved my shoebag! and using his genjutsu skills climbed back up by himself la! we (the girls) went wild. hahah err we even did a cheer for him (i couldn't help it we were all too high haha).

darryl the hero saving my shoebag. look at how high the drain is and he wanted to jump straight down! too much guts and no brains! haha

me and my HERO OF THE DAY

anyway attended the shakira/ideo's bbq on friday night at joel's place. didn't take any pictures so here's just one of his cute doggie!

joel's cute maltese

and on my way home i saw this on the bus:

someone loves me!hahaha

awww..haha. more updates soon on charz birthday party! :)

2006-07-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

HIE MATT LOW!

welcome to my blog..and MY LIFE hahha. don't forget about organising another outing you!

HAVE FUN

2006-07-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

i promised a post on yesterday so here goes.. heehhe

had a secret mission C over at mary's place in the noon. did some video making and stuff. quite hilarious actually but shan't bore you guys with the "in-process" pictures. will show you the end product when the whole mission is over heh.

leon was suppsoed to give me some sort of birthday dinner treat since he missed my party but well, what to do, the gang was quite enthu about catching a movie and we ended pretty late so there wasn't time for a nice proper dinner..just some grab n go LJS in the theatre hahah.

we went to the picture house and caught NACHO LIBRE! jack black is hilarious but the show was abit too short. doesn't matter aye cos its the company that counts!:)

we love the lifts at cathay pict house!

so anyways for those of you who have been there you know the sofas outside the threatres? don't they remind you of steamboat woks? hahha. let matt and i show you the different ways to take picts with it

hungry..so we had a steamboat dinner!hhaha

ended up eating the steamboat itself

you can sit on top of it for funnnnnnnn

while waiting for the rest who were buying dinner at ljs we basically treated the place like our house la as you can see for yourself

me matttie and swi:)

thats us and adam sandler

cathay pict house..our 2nd home haha

no shit I LOVE JOHNNY DEPP!

mattie is..NACHO LIBRE the wrong way up haha

my darling i wldn't know what to do without you so u better stay put where u are and dont walk away!

some SHOTS OF THE DAY

my super ex-girlfriend spoof

first it was mattie with the hat and me w the hairband, and we swapped! haha

and after the show..

the boys after the movie

grp pict in the cinema! my first time at cathay! yayness

one last one before parting..apparently all the rest are not sporting enough to do the nacho libre pose with swi and i..LOSERS haha

okay so that was the adventure of my day yesterday. spent today at home just lazing around..and watching tv with my parents and attempting to straighten my hair haha. not working very wellll ah.

tomorrow's gonna be a jam-packed day with back to back programmes. BUSY IS ME.

BYE WORLD

2006-07-20T05:09:00.000+08:00

okay kinda needed to post this before i sleep haha. its like 5 in the morning now! and i just msn-ed with OI! swilin for the past 4-5hours or so. anyways

I LOVE SWI! I LOVE SWI! I LOVE SWI! I LOVE SWI! I LOVE SWI!

fridays with gina will be resurrected soon i promise..hehhe LOVES :)

2006-07-20T04:00:00.000+08:00

so anyway i got the baybeats picts from swi so decided to post them up to add some colours to my blog haha

swi me and mish waiting for concave scream to start

my dearest swinut and ginbean! :)

the gang of us

the gang with mattie and his churchies

us girlies :)

before heading home

seriously having alot of fun with the ctrl+x!! hahah and oh yes..another smaller adventure of the day yesterday: i went to ikea with my parents. i love them to bits so pls dad, pls take good care of yourself cos i don't want anything to happen to you okay

my dearest parents..dad trying to be funny only TRY HARDER NEXT TIME DADDY. oh btw we were waiting for dad's car to finish servicing at bmw thus the bored look on my mum's face heh

mumsy and i

camwhoring as usual hahaha

yup that was my outfit for yesterday too bad i didn't take my b/wpolka dotted pointy shoes! way funky man (tho i kinda regret wearing that out when i was running to catch the train at yishun last night hahah. refer to previous post below)..hahah and i bought a b/w striped hairband to match and btw, i DO NOT LIKE MY HAIR CUT LA. looks damn ugly

was quite a fun/funny trip out cos i tend to veer closer to my mum and dad will just like, disappear all of a sudden to don't know where ahead of us. then my mum and i will be like, where's dad and we'll hear this whistle sound coming from him ahead. the whistle that he makes when he's attempting to get the dogs to come to him hahah so my mum kept laughing whenever he did that and said "you think you calling the dogs ah!" and secretly told me not to respond to dad whenever he did that again. hahha fun times fun times. haven't heard them both laugh in the longest time :)

and nice dad sent me to taka after that cos i didn't know my way there from ikea..hehhe and yep, the adventure of the day is written below alrdy. will do a post on today like tomorrow or something, if not it's gonna be like pictures overload la.

nights world!:)

2006-07-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

adventure of the day:
i took a freaking one hour to get home from PS!

so i boarded bus 190 outside park mall, supposedly to stop at raffles town club to switch to 156 which brings me home. apprently my multi-tasking skills have deproved greatly. i was listening to my ipod and smsing..and q called. so i looked around when talking to him and i realised that DAMN! the surroundings look so unfamiliar!

and yes thats when i realised i missed my stop! and the bus happily went onto the highway for the next 5-10mins en route woodlands! i felt so lost..and the highway went on for like forever. i had no choice but to alight after the highway which was at BUKIT PANJANG which i've never set foot before in MY WHOLE LIFE.

smart me decided to cross the road and see if i can catch a bus back but it was already past midnight. THANK GOD there's still one more bus and it was bus 171 which terminates at yishun. and THANK GOD AGAIN that there's still train from yishun to amk when i reached yishun. after which i took a cab home from amk. wasted 4.70bucks cos of my blurness..but better than taking cab from bk panjang la huh must learn to count my winnings haha.

can't believe i was so blur-headed. heh anyways met up with my darling cows on sunday!

my beloved cows:)

and i spent like 3hours walking around with roytheboy85 in town before the others finally arrived one by one. kenn from tuition, fiq from home and xiaoming from precamp. haha the poor boy looked so shag and burnt. chilled at b&j's I LOVE B&J'S. so much for my diet haha oh well at least i didn't eat dinner. oh and pleasant surprise i saw euwin at heeren hahahaaaaa.

guess who i met at heeren

roy, me & euwin

us and sunburnt xiaoming at b&j's

yummy 6 scoops of ice cream! wld be even better w/o the whipped cream tho

me and kennchng

grp pict outside dbg mrt. roy's face is asking for a beating

yay finally got some picts on my blog after so long :) OH! do you guys know what's the hotkey to CUT? you know, like ctrl+c is copy and ctrl+v is paste. ctrl+x is CUT! haha so exciting i found that out like 4days ago only so i'm here sharing something new with you guys haha.

enjoy ctrl+x-ing! haha

2006-07-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

ROY TNG YOU IDIOT

2006-07-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha my gosh this is freaking funny..

http://youtube.com/watch?v=8Enjz-SGnsI&search=sauna

err m18 la okay haha altho' they did censor it but still find it quite crude haha. ENJOY!

2006-07-17T18:51:00.000+08:00

friends come and go. the good ones stay. but do they stay the same? or do their hearts change and drift away.

some's loyalty never waver. some does in difficult times. how do i know who to trust? or do i have blind faith in everyone and end up getting screwed in the end. am i the one who gets screwed? or do i screw up people's lives as well.

on a lighter note, baybeats was quite an EXPERIENCE haha. people who went with me should know what i mean. concave scream was awesome. their drummer. my goodness. makes me feel like giving up my drumming haha. I WANT TO FORM A BAND.

electrico wasn't too bad..but their FANS. one word, MADNESS. now i know, MOSHING = MADNESS. and the bassist who couldn't close his mouth haha.

pretty beat by the time i went back and it was 8hours of sleep for me after that! yayness for that. haven't got that luxury ever since don't know when..had to brace myself for a meeting with osa early this morning. so what happens next is if they think we infringed on the guidelines this is what's gonna happen to me:

1) fine of 200 frigging bucks and a warning letter from the dean

OR

2) EXPULSION.

so guys, please pray hard that nothing drastic will happen to me.

on a lighter lighter note, i popped by precamp for awhile today and was pleasantly surprised by my S house freshies. quite a few of them came back and the highness level today was pretty good. :) now owk doesn't seem such a dread after all. esp with bob and charz coming back! although i think that to be in different houses sucks. i'd rather they just put the whole bunch of us together and no one has to worry about whose house to go to and how each other will feel if someone expects someone to go to a certain house and he/she went to another house instead. maybe no one really cares after all about these people's feelings. WELL whatever the case is, i'm still quite sure owk can be a blast if i allow it to.

on a lighter lighter lighter note, i cut my hair! tho' not as short as i wanted it to be initially, it's still BYE BYE CURLS. i have straight hair once again! not very straight but well, not curly anymore haha. and revelation brings so much joy to me i can't believe i resisted it for like one and a half years. so cock.

on the lightest note, I LOVE EVERYONE IN MY LIFE pls don't ever walk out of my life alright? haha so emo now. oh yes everyone i am going to start a very strict diet regime to get rid of at least 3kg so arh STOP ASKING ME TO GO OUT AND EAT haha ESP SUPPERS AH. okay this is like the longest post ever in a long time.

toodlesss all. :)

2006-07-15T01:13:00.000+08:00

i'm going to listen to my mum. :)

2006-07-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

its hard to tear yourself away from the past
but little distractions help along the way
but what happens when these little distractions start to blow out of proportion

i don't like the way you treat me
i don't like the way you treat yourself
i don't like the way you handle your life
but maybe all that i don't like is the presence of another in your life

i keep telling myself
it's time
i should do it
i want to do it
i need to do it

but how am i going to go about doing it
no one is here to teach me
even if they could, i can't learn it

distractions. will they ever become more than just distractions?

2006-07-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

My shattered dreams and broken heart
are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands standing close to someone else
now I sit all alone
wishing all my feeling was gone

I gave my best to you
nothing for me to do
but have one last cry

one last cry
before i leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind for very last time
been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
for my last cry

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me

And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot BETTER
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright

While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

2006-07-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

i'm not oblivious to what's going on. i know. they're all angry. i don't know how to type out my thoughts. i don't think i ever will know. i don't deserve the benefit of the doubt, so i won't expect that. in all honesty, i have no idea what to expect as well. kat is right. when people are angry, they tend to just see their side of the story. i don't blame them for that. but sometimes it hurts to have no one to confide in. my fears, my worries, no one really knows. even God seems so far away now. it felt good for a little while to even just talk to kat for abit. i don't know why but i think my communication skills have gone down the drain. it's a serious problem i have to solve. i'm sorry.

dear God, i just wanna hand all these into Your hands because i know You will take care of it like You always do..thank You.

2006-07-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

you know. you don't have to be so hostile. and maybe it wld be nice if you cld ask nicely with your Ps and Qs.

maybe i'm just oversensitive. *shrugs*

2006-07-02T17:35:00.000+08:00

so like i had an INFLUX of people adding me on msn these past few days..just keeps appearing whenever i sign in to msn. to date i think got around like 10+ or so. my totally unglam msn email must have been spreading like wildfire. truly honoured and really hope that they don't just add me for fun la..talk to me people! imagine how cool will it be if i had the whole sagani freshies/councillors in my msn list. haha

and unbelievable! my blog has actually been found so soon..totally didn't see that coming. well in any case, hi AssPee! do identify yourself! and i might as well use this as pub for my soci camp. we're recruiting freshies and councillors for soci camp from 10-13July. it's the next most happening camp after arts camp so pls do sign up!

feel free to call me if you have my number, if not drop me an email which you can find on the right hand side. :)

dinner with my brother later tonight! so exciting :) and i can't believe brazil is outtttt. rarrr nvm haha. i shall root for germany and portugal then.

2006-07-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

oh gosh! i just realised that my friendster profile now shows: ginaaa, 21, single.

21.

i am old.

2006-07-01T13:02:00.000+08:00

bible camp was like this, and now soci camp is going to be like this.

dear God, was it all just one big mistake? please make things right for me again. thank You.

2006-06-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

back from arts camp! with no voice and aching shoulders and lack of sleep.

sagani won the best house! unexpectedly :)

more pictures when i'm not so tired. :)

oh yes my dad finally subscribed to the world cup channel. germany vs argentina tonight! if i don't fall asleep first from exhaustion that is haha. byeeeeeee

2006-06-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

I NEED A JOB.

2006-05-30T00:43:00.000+08:00

today's a happy day :)

had oysters and seafood platter at manhattan's fish market today. with my parents :) and got a new phoneeeee. finally, i can throw the remote control hp back into the depths of my drawers. learning to count my blessings :)

2006-05-29T13:02:00.000+08:00

i know. i know i have been superbly blessed. materialistically, academically, financially. i seldom had to go through the feeling of being poor although i always complained that i am. yes poor, but still able to feed myself, able to have a little bit of fun with friends. but sometimes..

i need to learn to count my blessings. and be satisfied with them.

2006-05-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lag haha..been rather busy lately. anyway without further ado i shall continue! :)beware, loadsa photos coming up!

so anyway, after that bali stunt we took approximately 4hours to reach the cold freeziingggg melbourne.

and finally we arrive at melbourne!

anyway we got ticked off for taking pictures at the airport cos.. well, he said we weren't allowed to. *shrugssss* alright then. haha. because this charz dad is like the ceo of ascott, we were given special rates to stay at the somerset serviced apartments in both melbourne and sydney, and even have people to send us to and fro the apartment and airport.

so yup, this man by the name of arthur (not author charz! haha :P) were waiting for us and off we went to our apartment!

the beautiful blue sky of melbourne

it's a plane!

in the car on the way to our apartment

our driver arthur and wang wang while the rest of us are squashed in the back

and with great anticipation we reached our apartment :)

our living room

my bed :) shiokkkkk

cos of some buggers onboard the plane i barely gotten any sleep and though it was 6plus melb time it was only 4plus sg time and i was sooooo slpy. so we thought we might be able to catch a lil shuteye before heading out for the day but we were so busy exploring the apartment that the sleepiness wore off and we ended up really quite tired by the end of the day.

anyway on to the day's events!

bracing the cold air, we left to catch some breakfast before meeting up with swi's friend who took us shopping! i seem to can't stop using those exclamation marks haha. !!!!!!!!!!!

trying to do that mist thingy haha. its ok if you don't get what i mean, really

waiting for our breakfast..i wonder what's swi looking at

and our very first breakfast in aussie!

the sunny side up gang

yummilicious breakfast. the croissants are hugeeeee

after breakfast, we embarked on our shopping expedition! first to victoria market where we saw some pretty interesting stuff but didn't stay for long there. the money really started to go ka-ching! along the streets of..ok i'm sorry i forgot the street name already haha. its just 2 super loooooooong streets of shops, shops, cafes, and more shops! oh yea and we took the tram! hehheh quite fun arh.

some street buskers

char and i on the tram

bianca, swi and her friend april who kindly brought us ard shopping

outside a public toilet..the toilet's like really cool by the way. it's really like just 1 shed-like building by itself

endless streets of shops

more on the other side

so being the camera whores we are we took pictures almost anywhere we go la lol.

in this topshop-similar shop by the name of dottie haha reminds me of that cow

while waiting for char and bloo to try their stuff

say ahhhhhhh

*bewitched

after a few hours of walking around we were feeling quite tired already, plus the lack of sleep and all that. so decided to settle for lunch in this nice little cafe where i had yummy hot chocolate! :)

lunch at a nice cafe, good break for our tired legs, cheers!

april looks really happy with her food

after which we walked around abit more before finally deciding it's time to head back via the tram. and btw, the shopping was really good for a first day la haha. i felt like i spent so much but who knows, that was just the beginning..

taking the subway back to the aptment

sitting on a giant purse

so we invited april up to our apartment and lazed around taking silly videos of charz and her bimbo-ness. i was so tired i just fell asleep on the chair in the midst of talking to them. but woke up shortly after. thennnnn we proceeded to send april downstairs and went to convenience stores to settle our dinner.

thanks for the great time of shopping april!

after eating its show and tell time! haha we each laid out our shopping for the day and compared who bought the most, who spent the most etc.

charz' loot

my looooot

so that about sums up our first day in melbourne. the next post i'm gonna be posting on the great ocean road! tilll thennnnnnnnnnn :)

*sorry celeste it completely slipped my mind that you're there! hhaha it was coldddddddd brrr but i did enjoy it :)

2006-05-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

here's the long awaited aussie trip post you have been waiting for! (now weijie can stop grumbling.. hahaa)

so anyway, i was late to reach the airport to meet my 3 lovely travelling companions swi, charz & bloo! (short for bimbo loo) haha not my fault! cos my dad la, super seng nang then slowly take his time.. but anyway, i was there in good time la :)

so after some goodbyes we left to board the plane!

bloo and i waiting to board the plane at the boarding lounge

swi and char

so anyway the travel agency told us before that we would be travelling via qantas but who knows those people put us on australian airlines instead! well what could we do right since the tickets are already booked and all that.

4 of us on the plane onboard australian airlines

and guess what. instead of flying straight to melbourne like we thought we would, the agency pulled another stunt and put us on a transit flight to bali, before reaching melbourne. !!!

the stupid travel agency put us on a transit flight to bali w/o informing us beforehand

so we arrived at bali airport about 3hours later. the transit lounge was quite.. pathetic. i think the total length was about 100-150m maybe? we walked a whole 2 rounds in like 15mins before finally grabbing some dirty looking seats to wait for our flight. right opposite a prada shop which looks quite..imitation-ish. haha

and we arrive at bali!

anyway half an hour later we finally were on our way to melbourne!

passing time by reading harry potter

the 2 kukus

and so our adventure in aussie finally begins..

2006-05-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

and so i realise its no mean feat to do an aussie trip post complete with pictures and all. nonetheless i will try my best! for the sake of those who are interested haha. but i will have to do separate posts for different days cos if i lumped everything together, it will probably take ages for the picts to load. so be patient guys! and here's a little preview :)

a sneak peek :)

2006-05-22T15:10:00.000+08:00

yuppp so i finally got the aussie picts from the bianca and the swi and i will post them up soon.

stay tuned!

2006-05-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

i'm back once again. freaaaaak. xia ri feng got thru. WHAT THE *toot*! and i was on the sofa chanting "xia ri feng pls get voted out, pls!"

going bonkers. off for gd now.

2006-05-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

in the midst of watching the superband results now, and xia ri feng is in the bottom five. milu bing and j3 got thru to the next round! rocks haha.

i just wish that xia ri feng can be voted out tonight. seriously. THEY CAN'T SING FOR NUTS. esp the girls. i missd tonight's show, but when they were doing the flashbacks of the performances tonight, just 5 seconds of xia ri feng's performance is enough to repulse me. goodness. they got the lowest tonight i think, 19/40. how they managed to stay all the way till now really eludes me. i just wish they can be voted out tonight so that the other better bands have more chances at winning and we won't have to be tortured by them no more. argh another time i have to endure their horrible singing i will just pull all my hair out.

okay thats it. ima offfffffffffff :)

2006-05-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

it's like the thousand and oneth time i'm saying this but..i'm going to say it again!

#$%^%$*^)(*&)_(_)*&%#$%

sorry arh, gina language. only i myself know what i'm talking abt hahahaaaaa.

bye

2006-05-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

thought i'll post up some picts before leaving for aussie heh.

picts from exco retreat a few mths back: xian starting the fire, pbq!, happy xian, limes for the mee siam, fire has started!, glorious food, bonnie eating her hotdog, burnt stingray, weixiang candid

more picts: weifeng and david, 3 jokers fanning the fire, kendra punking with pbq, chicken wings drowning in their juice, slping kendra, mini worship session, taupok!, more taupok!, slpy kendra again heh

for more picts click here.

so. i'm a free woman!

for now at least. for the next 3mths at least. heheheeeee. YUM!

so anyway, am leaving for aussie this fri for a 7.15pm flight and i'm never coming back.

ahaha YOU WISH! i'll be back to continue terrorizing your little lives hahah. so, don't miss me while i'm gone. ;) you're more than welcome to see me off at the airport hahaha T1 ok? heh. gonna apply for roaming so smses are fine but don't bother calling me, i won't pick up your call. unless it's an emergency of course. haha. i'm blabbering aren't i?

this trip has been filled with so many of God's blessings i can't even begin to describe. will fill you guys in when i'm back.

till then :)

2006-05-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

decided to post this mtv of shaun and weixiang up from last year nye's celebration hehehe

2006-05-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot to mention that i condemn any band that try to sing mayday's songs! lol unless i like really really like them.

and guess what me just watched the results from tonight's competition. jade got voted out! and they sang mayday's jue jiang just now and THE LEAD SINGER GOT THE LYRICS WRONG. rarrrr.

2006-05-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

watching harry potter on tv just now makes me feel so nostalgic. they were all so cuuuuuteee and youngggg and innocent in their first movie, and suddenly it's like they're all grown up now!! harry and hermione were really cute la! haha.

oh yea watched superband also too. never thought that i will get interested in watching it. all the project superstar campus superstar totally like didn't catch my attention at all. but seriously, some bands are really quite good. not just the ones who play their own instruments, but those who only sing, esp the all malay band juz b. they're really really zai!

okay im like totally rambling on and on. any excuse to keep me from studying! haha. 1 more paper and i'm free. then its AUSSIE HERE I COME!

alrighty. and also, if this is how much you value me as a friend, and how you think friends should treat one another, let me tell you then, our friendship is not worth keeping.

2006-04-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh!

i like, just got the first A- for my assignment for the whole of my nus life! haha alright i know you must be thinking how pathetic i am to get my first A only during the 4th semester..but what the hell i don't care! I'M HAPPYYYYYYYY muahahaha.

let me quote what my lecturer said: "Clear synopsis. You have correctly applied the theories to your analysis which is both interesting and sound. A few grammatical and typographical errors detracted from what is otherwise a very good effort.."

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

come to think of it, my grades this sem has really been quite alright as compared to previous sems, if not good.

nm2101
proj paper - 15.5/20

nm2209
midterm - 28.31/30
tut participation - 8/10
newsflash assignment - A-

nm2216
proj - 20.6/25

nm2219
midterm - 98/100
proj - 35.5/40
tut participation - 6/10
reaction papers - 8.08/10

gek1531
both tests - 37/50

and i'm happy to say that i did put in my share of work if not more for this sem's projects. unlike previous sems. so totally just rely on my proj mates only. and i'm glad the efforts paid off. all the lack of sleep was worth it! haha for once i am proud to display my results :) i tell you, all this would not have been possible without the grace and providence of God. Amen!

now, if only my exams can do just as well or even better...

but for now I AM A HAPPY GIRL. -big smile-

2006-04-25T12:27:00.000+08:00

so i was washing my face as usual before i slept last night and suddenly my nose started bleeding for no good reason and shocked the hell out of me.

i mean, seriously, if you wanna bleed, it's fine with me cos you've done it since i was young anyway. but don't do it when i'm halfway through washing my face! it seemed like i was washing my face with BLOOD can. damn sick. you think filming horror story ahhh.

but anyways, i was looking through my photos a few days back and i saw this picture and i knew i couldn't resist putting it up with an appropriate caption. -grins- so here goes..

ACS LOSERS!

hahaa they're so gonna kill me when they see this.

thanks jo for the honey lemon hahaa.

im off!

2006-04-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

i think i'm falling sick. the throat, the body aches, and well, basically just the works.

dang. i don't wanna fall sickk now it's not wise with 2 days away to my first paper. pls keep me in your prayers. :)

dear God, pls grant me good health to fight this tough battle of exams! and allow me to do well to glorify Your name. Amen.

2006-04-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

stop it.

stop making me go on all those guilt trips. i don't want to feel guilty anymore.

so, please. stop it.

2006-04-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

"best slp of my life"? what a joke. i was feeling so nauseous and bloated that i couldn't get to slp until 2plus in the morning.

and i vomitted! yuck. i hate vomitting. i wonder how the bulimic people does it. stop it stop it! it's sick.

and now school's having reading week which is roughly translated into "mug-hard-or-else-you're-gonna-do-like-shit-for-your-exams" week.

being the good student i am, i'm off to mug. (:

2006-04-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

everything seems boring to me lately. nothing much seems to interest me anymore. all i want to do is go to bed at 10pm and have the best sleep of my life.

well, i'm only an hour late. better late than never!

i'm off!

2006-04-15T16:42:00.000+08:00

oh and before i go out, here's a new album of some miscallaneous picts! feel freeee to enjoyyyy (:

2006-04-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

cos i'm nice and i love dot, here they are! :)

zhiyong&jeff's bday celebration: sherry&mei on the bus, the girls (yes xuanyu is a girl), jj, grp pict!, the bday boys&their cakes, the girls, zhiyong the lucky ass surrounded by girls, dot and i, th girls and jj

2006-04-15T14:59:00.003+08:00

chester the ah beng! just look at that rolled up sleeves and bluetooth earpiece

2006-04-15T14:59:00.002+08:00

jj the cam whorer

2006-04-15T14:59:00.001+08:00

a grp pict with only mei and dot smiling @ the camera

2006-04-15T14:59:00.000+08:00

timecheck:9.45pm

2006-04-15T14:58:00.001+08:00

woohoooo zhiyong and sheryyyyy haha

2006-04-15T14:58:00.000+08:00

yam, zhiyong 1 of the bday boy, mei and me. the guys sure were lucky that night.

2006-04-15T14:57:00.001+08:00

weichao and his 3 ladies

2006-04-15T14:57:00.000+08:00

me and chew

2006-04-15T14:56:00.001+08:00

i wonder who's that guy being tortured by the girls.. haha

2006-04-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

me and xuanyu the ugly!!

2006-04-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

nigel and the girls..that lucky fella lol

2006-04-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

i've had enough of this bullshit.

i refuse to be put down by you any longer..

i will learn to love myself and like me for the way i am. whether am i fat slim tall short pretty or ugly. no matter what you say, what she says, what they say, i will not let it affect me anymore.

i'm movin' on.

2006-04-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

yay its pictures time once again! heh. today is tang's birthday so, happy birthday dude! hope you like the shirt we gave you; if you even know which one it is that is. (*hint* it's the yellow quiksilver one) haha hope you had fun today! (:

2006-04-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

tang's bday dinner@fish&co.glasshouse

from top left to right: matt, darryl & xiang examining the menu, jingyi me & suzie, yu jingyi & me, suzie blocked by the menu, tang&cob performing onstage!, tang & jingyi, tang's mini bday cake; jingyi & i, happy tangggg

2006-04-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

while waiting for the rest to turn up: me darryl xiang

2006-04-08T22:54:00.001+08:00

haha xiang looks disgusted @ darryl. yes that's him beside xiang

2006-04-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

hurhur trying to be funny with the menu haha

2006-04-08T22:53:00.002+08:00

me and the bday boy

2006-04-08T22:53:00.001+08:00

jingyi & suzieeee

2006-04-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

tang&pam!

2006-04-08T22:52:00.002+08:00

sohchinyi & i

2006-04-08T22:52:00.001+08:00

sue&matt (: